I need help now please?

well to answer your q tha why did God give you guys a chance to be togher if it wasn't meant to be forever. that's something all of us ask ourselves when we break up with someone. Maybe this was a learning experience for you. Break-ups are always hard, but time is the best healing factor. Even though you feel like this right now, give it a month or so and you will get over it and you will see! but hanging out with him as friends definitely will not help you get over it. You must have heard the saying 'out of mind, out of sight', believe me it is very true. According to me once two people break up they can never be friends. Relationships always end on bad terms, otherwise why would they end. And that's why being friends with your ex is not a good idea. If you say he loves you then why did he break up with you? Even if it did hurt him, he's probably not that devastated as you are. I mean u'r 16 and you're so hurt by this guy that u'r having suicidal thoughts and are actually going to a therapist? Get a hold of yourself girl! you have your entire life ahead of you ....be strong and move on!